我亲爱的阿麻

Kwok Look Sen

01 Jan 1931 - 28 Dec 2008

阿麻，对不起。

我刚才来不及见到你的最后一面

真的很对不起

阿麻，你要走的好。。

不要想那么多了

放心， 我们全部都长大了。

你不要担心了知道吗。

你记得要去找外公。

阿麻，我们会永远记得你的。

谢谢你阿麻。谢谢。

要好好照顾自己

下辈子在回来做我阿麻好吗。

阿麻，我爱你。

My Beloved Grandma had just passed away today [28 dec 08]. It happened too sudd. until now i can't believe the fact tat my precious grandma had already went to the other world. I did not get to c her for the last tym. bcoz i'm late.. i reali hate myself!!!

my heart sank when i heard my ah ma admitted to the hospital again the other day. on the 26dec ard 1am siyuan call me and he told me ah ma's condition is not veri gd & my uncle wan us all to go to the hospital asap. doc told him tat ah ma will not be able to live till tian liang. all of us went down straight away. ah ma was veri veri weak tat day. we were all veri sad & scared. reali reali scared. but mircale happened.. ah ma's will to live is veri veri high. and of coz she is stil around. which is wad we all hope4. ah ma is veri veri brave despite all the wiress she had ard her. almost all her children & grand children were der to visit her yest. even my long lost uncle. my ah ma's eldest son [we lost contact for like almost 2oyrs] ah ma heart beat rise when we told her we found him and he's on his way to the hospital. her eldest grand son visit her oso & i can c she is reali happy. today 27dec, i went to visit ah ma again, my eldest uncle & family is alreadi der. i'm reali veri touch. dey came to visit ah ma w/o us askin him to come. my long lost uncle is kinda cute. he's a veri shy person but i noe he's not tat bad as wad i heard from my other uncless & auntie. ah ma heart beat today is abit high & she running a fever. i'm veri worried abt it. but we all noe she's veri brave. i reali hope ah ma's fever will go down & hope she can open her eyes more & c der is so many of us veri worried & concern abt her.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!

My christmas present!!
Me

Frank's Oc & me

~LOVE~

Shawna & me

Ronald & me

Frank & me

Darling!!

WISHING ALL MY FRIENDSS & FAMILY, MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! LOVES!!!

well well.. tym comes & go reali fast. after christmas will b yr 2oo9 le. i hope next yr would b a better yr for everybody!! chinese new yr approaching soon oso. still got no idea wad to buy & wear for new yr. hehe. will do some shopping when i tk pay with my siblingsss. christmas eve will b going out for dinner & mayb moviess with baby, ronald, shawna, frank & frank's oc & der will oso b xchangin of xmas present. hehe. gd nite to all!!

u r jus a bitch to me now ok!! who do u tink u r to interfere in my life?!! huh fucking bitch?!! i do wad, buy wad, eat where oso none of yr biz ok!! pls get a life la.. no wonder u r not being loved!! haha.. u r jus too fucking childish, sensitive & lazy is wad i can say.. so pls.. look at yrself first b4 u comment other ppl!!! need me to buy a mirror 4u broke ass?!! haha..

delicious cookiess made by me & meimei

pls ignore the chilli padi!! lol..

1512o8: cookie baking day today!! whee.. it's me & meimei veri first tym baking cookie & we SUCCESS!! lol.. our cookiess turned out to b veri crispy & tasty!! thank god.. next tym round we'll try muffin!! haha..

father, sonssss & daughter
loves!!

my love & me

shawna & ronald

sweet couple!!

my darlingss

1412o8: went cycling at east coast with baby, shawna, ronald, frank & frank's oc jus now. had a reali gd tym. today is so my day can!! lol!! me & baby manage to catch alot alot of bear using onli $2o!! baby is damn pro. love love. haha. frank & his oc went off after cycling, so the rest of us had our dinner at kenny roger den billiard. after tat hm swt hm bcoz i stomachache. damn it!!

My New Spec

1112o8: my christmas present from baby tis yr [a new spec]. whee.. my old 1 sudd broke when i'm watching tv halfway. lol. but nvm it's oso tym to change a new 1 le. haha. anyway thanks alot for the new spec baby!! xiexie!! keith vomitted in baby's car today. darn!! it's god-damn smelly can. !@#$%$#@!! imagine baby bought 4air freshener, went for car grooming but stil the smell is der. veri disgusting la. pray god the smell will go away asap!! i can't stop but kip smoking in baby's car lor. arrrgghh!! !@#$%$#@!

1212o8: took half day leave from baby today. reali tired lor zz until evening den took bus to tampines to mit baby for dinner den went to tampines gaint gaigai!! hehe. . sweet!!

Happy 16th Birthday To You Bro!!

o7-12-o8

dey look alike ya?
haohao & me
papa, haohao & mummy

o612o8: work work work & work these few dayss!! tomo o712o8 is mr lim sihao's bday!! so happy birthday to u handsome bro!!! may all yr wish come true!! love u lotss lotss!! haha.. *mummy is super unfair can?* she's onli bringing mr lim sihao out for dinner tomo!! bleah..

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war, love is a growing up....