251oo8: i call mummy tis afternn, after hearin wad she told me im so sad & worried. reali reali lost! i don even noe wad to do.. earlier on, i blog abt my ah ma admitted to micu & after stayin der for like 3days the doc said she's gettin beta & dey will transfer her to the normal ward. i felt so happy when i heard tt. but yest when mama & papa went to visit ah ma. she don't look quite well. she don tok & smile as much as tt day when i visit her at micu. mummy say ah ma got 2 blood vessel block & she can't breathe well so doc put a tube in her nose to help her breathe beta & she can't eat again had to feed her thru tube. today evening when i visit her, she look veri restless & tired. her face look veri pale unlike tt day she can still joke & laugh ard with me. when i tok to her today all she did was nod her head. mummy told me tt ah ma wanted to c her eldest son which she gave away when he is veri young. but im not sure if he'll come & visit ah ma anot. ah ma's tears kip rolling in her eye. was so heart pain when i c her jus now. i noe she keeps alot of thing in her heart. tomo doc wants to c my uncle & auntie, but i dono wad izit regarding. tomo i promise her i'll go & visit her with mummy. i reali hope ah ma will get well veri soon bcoz i reali can't bear to c her sufferin & sad. i wish she will oways stay by my side..........