o21oo8: today was not a veri gd day for me. heard some veri hurting remarks abt me from sum1 quite close early in the afternoon. i reali can't believe my ears. it's damn damn damn hurting ok. mei is the onli 1 tt knows wad happen. thanks mei for lending me a listening ear. i'm reali not in a gd mood yest but as i promise baby earlier on tt i'll acc him to the singapore 9th motor show at suntec. this is the 2nd time we went der together. 1st time was with ah bao. 2nd time onli the both of us. but nvm we did enjoy each other's accompany alot. but abit sad, this yr we didn't manage to rch der early, so we missed russ swift & his son performance. tt was reali a bad missed. but nvm dey will b here again in yr 2o1o. so i'll make sure we catch dem performing. this yr motor show kinda like sux & boring lor not much race queens & cars to c. was i lucky or unlucky today? i saw some1 whom i didn't saw for the like past 3-4yrs back but though lots of things happen in the past but wad passed had passed. had learned to let go some unhappy things already. was reali close to her last time or u can say she was 1 of my best sis ever last time. we r from the same sch, we work together, party & etc etc almost everyday together but nv did i imagine she'll betray our so many yrs friendship. hmm. realised time passed reali fast after seeing her, i recall lotss & lotss of things but of coz we didn't tok abt any unhappy things jus normal wen hou. sometimes i reali wonder if true friend kind of thing reali exists in tis world bcoz i don feel it at all, so is baby. his heart is not feeling gd too. how can we reali treasure friendship? wadever a friend can do we alreadi do. being oways the one tt start calling, sms all the time. if u don't wana meet us can jus tel us straight rather den kip giving us excuses or mia or agreed den later put aeroplane. tis is not friendship bear tt in mind. a friend should tk turn to kip in touch with each other not oways us. now i realise wad my parents teach me when i'm young is correct. no friend is as truthful as family. qin qing is the best & of coz my ai qing. i'm so gald & reali thankful god let me met this 6 important person [my dad, mum, my 2bro, mei & baby] as least i feel so much beta knowing dey r oways on my side. 1oq so much papa, mama, bros, sis & bf ツ